Thursday, January 19, 2012

....And Everything In It's Place

Generally speaking, I tend to compartmentalize, hurt, pain, anger, and the like are reserved elsewhere. It's that's simple. Well it used to be when I was younger

This getting older thing has a funny way of making you seek order and focus. Chaos has seriously become my crutch. I cannot function without reason or logic these days, I get flustered. I guess that's why residual feelings seem to get the better of me. Some may think the new Emo me is a better me- an evolved DD. I disagree

I miss the ability to brush things off. To not give the sense of disappointment a second thought is a precious gift. To put pain on the back day there are some skeletons in my closet that I'd rather keep in a safety deposit box in an off shore bank.